When you struggle/grind persistently for years, when you sacrifice partying/spending $$$/eating on a regular basis/sleep and you don't see any progression that near equals the work put out: its depleting, when people like your work but don't appreciate it or like it enough to purchase or help with exposure it feels like an internal collapse (especially when you see and know others who take short cuts/sell themselves get to where you aim to be),
You begin to steadily ask your self, why am I doing this???? Is it all worth it???? Am I wasting my time???? What am I doing wrong???? And it feels like the weight of your creative world is on your head, shoulders- arms and back of your neck: and you're just carrying it around heavy lifeless- This is where it Becomes Easy to Quick, drop everything you believe in and walk free, No Responsibility or Obligation to your Dream......
!BUT!
....this is where you pick up Another Weight, a Heavier Weight, the Weight of Regret, "what if", "I should had", "if I didn't quit...." And this weight isn't on your upper mentality anymore, its in your HEART and walking with a heart with that kind of weight is walking dead... When you stay Persistent till Success the Weight of the Sacrifice Lifts Up and becomes the Aura that Fuels your Drive even More!.. No weight in the heart, just High Spirits
Never Give Up No Matter How Gloomy your Path Seems or Becomes and success isn't Self Accomplish and that's it, its When you Achieve all of your Dreams Capabilities and you Share/Guide and Build with Others on a Progressive Path
Its Very Vital to have a Circle of Progressive People.. You Feed off of Their Vibes and Excel on their Inspiration
???DEBT???
Is it Truth or Bullshit??
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Weird Dream
I had a dream that I was cooking breakfast for this sexy midget smh
I also realize that midgets don't need booty pop
All I'm saying is be careful of what kind of pussy you eat before sleep.. Good pussy might have you dreaming crazy shit and bad pussy might make you kill your self in a dream, so I've been told hahaha smh
I also realize that midgets don't need booty pop
All I'm saying is be careful of what kind of pussy you eat before sleep.. Good pussy might have you dreaming crazy shit and bad pussy might make you kill your self in a dream, so I've been told hahaha smh
Monday, August 16, 2010
Prayer over Porcelain???????
Is it ok to pray while you shit???
I promised someone I would pray for them and it caught me while I was on the toilet that I made the promise and this was the only sit still time I had to actually request blessings for them... But I had to think if it was disrespectful to pray while I purge???? I'm always on the move though...
I usually say fuck it with out second thought for some things and do it.. But I don't want this prayer to be full of shit (I know it sounds crazy/funny but I'm serious about this)
I'll hold off on this prayer till I'm done cleansing though loll
I mean prayer is natural and I'm doing a natural human function, so technically they should go hand in hand logically
Just sharing these random moments in my life loll
I promised someone I would pray for them and it caught me while I was on the toilet that I made the promise and this was the only sit still time I had to actually request blessings for them... But I had to think if it was disrespectful to pray while I purge???? I'm always on the move though...
I usually say fuck it with out second thought for some things and do it.. But I don't want this prayer to be full of shit (I know it sounds crazy/funny but I'm serious about this)
I'll hold off on this prayer till I'm done cleansing though loll
I mean prayer is natural and I'm doing a natural human function, so technically they should go hand in hand logically
Just sharing these random moments in my life loll
Monday, August 9, 2010
© Sippin' Orgasms
Across the galaxy I feel your existence
Wet before insertion
Width with conversion
Moist on my lips I paused to Taste Her Moist Moments
My tongue couldn't neglect the Pussy Pulsating
Insertion of my knowledge from the back I pull out vision exploding wisdom all over her wide eyed lips
Till your an orgasm I can sip
Serious Stimulation and Persistent Pressure
I Aim to Please at any undisclosed Measure
Curved for your Grafenberg
Not even a sentence is spoken after words
Walls wetting my width... A spiritual highness couldn't compare to this lift
Cumin' at the cusp of your Cervix
Ride this Erection Reverse
till you're so Wet you give the ocean a Fever pitch Thirst
Slow Sexing you from behind with arms around your sides playing with your nipples at rise
From the back of your head I could feel the passion in your Eyes
Slow grinding till only sleep can subdue your Unstable Thighs
Leave you Mentally liquefied and Subconsciously soaking
Walls are to be mural by width that's woven
I slip inside You
Slide on the Curve Side Ways and Grind when you Touch Base
Kerosene in the Cornea of your Fuck Face
Cum Suck Taste
You like it tied up, nipples pinched, hair griped tight, ribs bent side ways, ankles hand cuffed, ass spread open and mouth duck taped
Write poetry all over your Deep Back in Heat
Our Bodies cross boundaries like lines subtract Traffic
Sex driven till Rubbers Blow Off
I'll paint an Orgasmic Mural dripping off the frames of your Canvas
and
Go down on our city like Transit
Diggin' you out like D.E.P Drastic Electric Passion
Spurts of pleasure cream your Deep Walls
I just wana make you Squirt enough to Sprinkler the White House Lawn
Life must go on
Which is impossible with out sex, the physical
But Spirits Exchange with Passion- Beyond the Prior
With my Lips Sipping your Orgasm
R-Vin H. {Ink} ©2010
Wet before insertion
Width with conversion
Moist on my lips I paused to Taste Her Moist Moments
My tongue couldn't neglect the Pussy Pulsating
Insertion of my knowledge from the back I pull out vision exploding wisdom all over her wide eyed lips
Till your an orgasm I can sip
Serious Stimulation and Persistent Pressure
I Aim to Please at any undisclosed Measure
Curved for your Grafenberg
Not even a sentence is spoken after words
Walls wetting my width... A spiritual highness couldn't compare to this lift
Cumin' at the cusp of your Cervix
Ride this Erection Reverse
till you're so Wet you give the ocean a Fever pitch Thirst
Slow Sexing you from behind with arms around your sides playing with your nipples at rise
From the back of your head I could feel the passion in your Eyes
Slow grinding till only sleep can subdue your Unstable Thighs
Leave you Mentally liquefied and Subconsciously soaking
Walls are to be mural by width that's woven
I slip inside You
Slide on the Curve Side Ways and Grind when you Touch Base
Kerosene in the Cornea of your Fuck Face
Cum Suck Taste
You like it tied up, nipples pinched, hair griped tight, ribs bent side ways, ankles hand cuffed, ass spread open and mouth duck taped
Write poetry all over your Deep Back in Heat
Our Bodies cross boundaries like lines subtract Traffic
Sex driven till Rubbers Blow Off
I'll paint an Orgasmic Mural dripping off the frames of your Canvas
and
Go down on our city like Transit
Diggin' you out like D.E.P Drastic Electric Passion
Spurts of pleasure cream your Deep Walls
I just wana make you Squirt enough to Sprinkler the White House Lawn
Life must go on
Which is impossible with out sex, the physical
But Spirits Exchange with Passion- Beyond the Prior
With my Lips Sipping your Orgasm
R-Vin H. {Ink} ©2010
Thursday, July 29, 2010
U.S. Immigrant Situation
I've been paying attention to this whole Nevada situation with Illegal Immigrants... The more I watch the more pissed off I become, but never shock/surprised by the actions of treatment towards people of color in these "United States"
Why does the Country have to be protected from Immigrants???
America doesn't protect its people yet wants to protect the people its not protecting from illegal aliens.... Where is the Logic????
When the FDA Approves Pharmaceuticals that are Worse the Illegal Drugs.. You're Not Protecting Your People
When police brutality against colored people is rewarded with a slap on the wrist after cold blooded murders... You're Not Protecting Your People
When chips are put in dogs and people, when people are starving and homeless in one of the richest countries on the planet, when people are being experimented on with out their knowledge... You're Not Protecting Your People
When a lot of Louisiana is still ravished from hurricane Katrina... You're Not Protecting Your People
When you send troops out to fight a war in a land that has nothing to do with the so called enemy where you have ulterior motives.... You're Not Protecting Your People
When the majority of prisoners in jail are black and brown people serving long time for petty crimes... You're Not Protecting Your People
If Education is so Vital and Paramount for this Nation to lead the path way of the Future, why is the public school system so disturbingly behind other nations and why does college have to be paid for???? This Is NotProtecting the Future of this Nation
When Distractions are Emphasized and Truth is Ignored.... You're Not Protecting Your People
And you're trying to tell me I'm endangered by immigrants looking for work and play a big part in the economy and who aren't coming here to join the government to punish me??? GTFOH!!
Immigrants mostly work in Farming, Building maintenance, Restaurants and Construction
So I guess they'll dig a hole on a farm, do some construction maintenance building big ass underground bomb pipe lines leading to the major cities and blow up Americans in 5 star restaurants SMFH!
Its all a Disillusion/Distractions to make the people believe a government is doing what it really isn't and not handling Serious Threats against its People and Pure Racist!
We the People Need to Protect Ourselves from the System!
Maybe i'm missing something, Let me know if I am
Why does the Country have to be protected from Immigrants???
America doesn't protect its people yet wants to protect the people its not protecting from illegal aliens.... Where is the Logic????
When the FDA Approves Pharmaceuticals that are Worse the Illegal Drugs.. You're Not Protecting Your People
When police brutality against colored people is rewarded with a slap on the wrist after cold blooded murders... You're Not Protecting Your People
When chips are put in dogs and people, when people are starving and homeless in one of the richest countries on the planet, when people are being experimented on with out their knowledge... You're Not Protecting Your People
When a lot of Louisiana is still ravished from hurricane Katrina... You're Not Protecting Your People
When you send troops out to fight a war in a land that has nothing to do with the so called enemy where you have ulterior motives.... You're Not Protecting Your People
When the majority of prisoners in jail are black and brown people serving long time for petty crimes... You're Not Protecting Your People
If Education is so Vital and Paramount for this Nation to lead the path way of the Future, why is the public school system so disturbingly behind other nations and why does college have to be paid for???? This Is NotProtecting the Future of this Nation
When Distractions are Emphasized and Truth is Ignored.... You're Not Protecting Your People
And you're trying to tell me I'm endangered by immigrants looking for work and play a big part in the economy and who aren't coming here to join the government to punish me??? GTFOH!!
Immigrants mostly work in Farming, Building maintenance, Restaurants and Construction
So I guess they'll dig a hole on a farm, do some construction maintenance building big ass underground bomb pipe lines leading to the major cities and blow up Americans in 5 star restaurants SMFH!
Its all a Disillusion/Distractions to make the people believe a government is doing what it really isn't and not handling Serious Threats against its People and Pure Racist!
We the People Need to Protect Ourselves from the System!
Maybe i'm missing something, Let me know if I am
Labels:
Corrupt Government,
Country Ownership,
Immigration,
Police State,
Politics,
Racism,
War
Saturday, July 24, 2010
© Synthetic Ignorance
Speak on the Stage you Have when the World is Watching
We Embrace Celebrities who Don't Embrace Social Issues
Some of you love celebrities more than you love your self
Celebrities who care more for their endorsements and scared to death to address injustice
Music is supposed to be journalism trusted
Maybe if the P-O-L-I-C-E (Poison Operation legalized In Citizen Execution) murdered your fav celebrity in cold blood then you would pay attention to what's in front of your face
There is NO Post-racism in America... The Posts of the White House and Lincoln Memorial are holding the Racism up
We forget since 1996 6 million people have died and been marred in the Congo..
Blood Diamonds/Disease/Starvation/De Beers
Yet we remember what our favorite celebrities colors are
We forget to pay Attention to our Children
but remember to blame any and everything else for their Failures as Adults
We Exert Energy on Haters (that mostly exist in your mind) and ratchet people and not Bleed that same Disgust for Corrupt Governments and Corporations
As long as we stay fly all else is irrelevant...
Well Ignoring everything Poisonous to Our People is a Turbulence that shatters the Wingspan of your Peoples Potential
Keep Oiling the Engine of your Ego with Synthetic Ignorance
My Ancestors didn't look like barbie
.....don't Confuse a forced Perception of beauty with Natural true Beauty
Our Moral/financial Priorities are bloody ass backwards...
We have therapy/schools/air lines for dogs- yet there's homeless starving kids and adults in this U.S.A
We embrace fantasy and Ignore Reality
....its the nature of the human when we fear loosing the comforts we have (like living) -which Really Isn't a Comfort when you live under a Police State
We Continuously Ignore Signs as they Consistently Ignite Mines
So keep walking Blind
R-Vin H. {Ink} ©2010
We Embrace Celebrities who Don't Embrace Social Issues
Some of you love celebrities more than you love your self
Celebrities who care more for their endorsements and scared to death to address injustice
Music is supposed to be journalism trusted
Maybe if the P-O-L-I-C-E (Poison Operation legalized In Citizen Execution) murdered your fav celebrity in cold blood then you would pay attention to what's in front of your face
There is NO Post-racism in America... The Posts of the White House and Lincoln Memorial are holding the Racism up
We forget since 1996 6 million people have died and been marred in the Congo..
Blood Diamonds/Disease/Starvation/De Beers
Yet we remember what our favorite celebrities colors are
We forget to pay Attention to our Children
but remember to blame any and everything else for their Failures as Adults
We Exert Energy on Haters (that mostly exist in your mind) and ratchet people and not Bleed that same Disgust for Corrupt Governments and Corporations
As long as we stay fly all else is irrelevant...
Well Ignoring everything Poisonous to Our People is a Turbulence that shatters the Wingspan of your Peoples Potential
Keep Oiling the Engine of your Ego with Synthetic Ignorance
My Ancestors didn't look like barbie
.....don't Confuse a forced Perception of beauty with Natural true Beauty
Our Moral/financial Priorities are bloody ass backwards...
We have therapy/schools/air lines for dogs- yet there's homeless starving kids and adults in this U.S.A
We embrace fantasy and Ignore Reality
....its the nature of the human when we fear loosing the comforts we have (like living) -which Really Isn't a Comfort when you live under a Police State
We Continuously Ignore Signs as they Consistently Ignite Mines
So keep walking Blind
R-Vin H. {Ink} ©2010
Labels:
Careless,
Ignorance,
Lost,
Police State,
Self Oppression,
Warped Groupies
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
© Pay Attention to Everything
This is our Moment to Recreate
As if the last black child on earth was born and humanity has to face its fate
This is Our Moment to recycle our Independence of Freedom
As if our free will was kidnapped and bloody in a basement of a merciless season
This is our Moment to Reclaim the Essence of Being
We've had our Rights Oppressed to the point where Death has to Scream
Let them Free
Let them Free
We're Obligated to Save this Earth
We deserve to be the last in Existence -when our Persistence is the Worse
Blood Shot Tears and Missing Limbs -for Diamonds in the Rough
Everything force fed is lying in Lust
Visions of preventable sufferation is the most sensible Touch
My tongue can't conjure what my heart can't Register
Choice is a syllable so many oppressed tongues have never Slurred
Our Children
Born on the first- Poisoned on the 2nd and Dead on the Third
Experimentations leading to SIDS
Scientist Injecting Diseases in Secret
This is our moment to recreate
Awareness of all who poison us
Fight for Humanity
This is the Moment
We Exist for
To Erase Corrupt Oppressive Governments/Assassin Scientist/Corporate Cancers
We give $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ to Non Profit Organizations that Organize Not Giving the profit to the Purpose
Give Prayer
The ones in Power are Cold Hearted and Greed/Power/Money/Evil are their only Layers
Water is the New War
Pay Attention to Everything
R-Vin H. {Ink} ©2010
As if the last black child on earth was born and humanity has to face its fate
This is Our Moment to recycle our Independence of Freedom
As if our free will was kidnapped and bloody in a basement of a merciless season
This is our Moment to Reclaim the Essence of Being
We've had our Rights Oppressed to the point where Death has to Scream
Let them Free
Let them Free
We're Obligated to Save this Earth
We deserve to be the last in Existence -when our Persistence is the Worse
Blood Shot Tears and Missing Limbs -for Diamonds in the Rough
Everything force fed is lying in Lust
Visions of preventable sufferation is the most sensible Touch
My tongue can't conjure what my heart can't Register
Choice is a syllable so many oppressed tongues have never Slurred
Our Children
Born on the first- Poisoned on the 2nd and Dead on the Third
Experimentations leading to SIDS
Scientist Injecting Diseases in Secret
This is our moment to recreate
Awareness of all who poison us
Fight for Humanity
This is the Moment
We Exist for
To Erase Corrupt Oppressive Governments/Assassin Scientist/Corporate Cancers
We give $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ to Non Profit Organizations that Organize Not Giving the profit to the Purpose
Give Prayer
The ones in Power are Cold Hearted and Greed/Power/Money/Evil are their only Layers
Water is the New War
Pay Attention to Everything
R-Vin H. {Ink} ©2010
Labels:
Corrupt Government,
Freedom,
Greed,
Human Rights,
LUST,
Oppression,
Revolution,
Social Issues,
War
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