© Beneath and Within Self

If you could create a skin that absorbs your fallacy of self esteem how would you sew the artificial fabric???

Would you knit the strands of yearning courage that's buried in your imagination in your genes to build a fearless genetic or
would you sew it in a pair of your jeans to attract attentioñ?

Attention that could never appreciate the apparel for the character beneath it?

What color would this skin be? Dark as indigo chocolate to hide the fears and insecurity? White as transparent to be seen through and looked past rather than searched with in? All again in attempt to camouflage your secured fears from others?

How would you sew this skin of yours..

Thick I would figure with an internal zip lining only you can open when you need to escape from your facade of self.. but yet you may be to disgusted with your truth of self to unzip your foreign fabric fully

And now you’re caught between your existence and your exit into your true self...

What would this skin you knit taste like?

A beautiful birth that grows to hate life? Or stars that chase nights drunk off the moon?
Or would it taste like the Caucasian sperm that drips from the vulva of a violated enslaved African woman??

Or would the flavor of this skin be numb from your true flesh beneath it beating it to escape?

You're playing chess with no heart..

You can clone your body but u can't clone your spirit

Anyone can own your body and your spirit once you leave them exposed trying to be a soul you're not

This skin you're in is folding knots to a noose
You misunderstand sides like the level between a ceiling and a roof

Allow the growth of feeling in your truth
Even deep spoons have to lean in to scoop

Find yourself or loose your self to where archaeologist can't bring science to

You're attempting to walk quick sand with high end shoes
...theré's no such music as "high end blues"...

Be You



R-Vin H. {Ink} ©2012

© Synthetic Ignorance

Speak on the Stage you Have when the World is Watching

We Embrace Celebrities who Don't Embrace Social Issues
Some of you love celebrities more than you love your self

Celebrities who care more for their endorsements and scared to death to address injustice
Music is supposed to be journalism trusted

Maybe if the P-O-L-I-C-E (Poison Operation legalized In Citizen Execution) murdered your fav celebrity in cold blood then you would pay attention to what's in front of your face

There is NO Post-racism in America... The Posts of the White House and Lincoln Memorial are holding the Racism up

We forget since 1996 6 million people have died and been marred in the Congo..
Blood Diamonds/Disease/Starvation/De Beers
Yet we remember what our favorite celebrities colors are

We forget to pay Attention to our Children
but remember to blame any and everything else for their Failures as Adults

We Exert Energy on Haters (that mostly exist in your mind) and ratchet people and not Bleed that same Disgust for Corrupt Governments and Corporations

As long as we stay fly all else is irrelevant...
Well Ignoring everything Poisonous to Our People is a Turbulence that shatters the Wingspan of your Peoples Potential

Keep Oiling the Engine of your Ego with Synthetic Ignorance

My Ancestors didn't look like barbie
.....don't Confuse a forced Perception of beauty with Natural true Beauty

Our Moral/financial Priorities are bloody ass backwards...
We have therapy/schools/air lines for dogs- yet there's homeless starving kids and adults in this U.S.A

We embrace fantasy and Ignore Reality
....its the nature of the human when we fear loosing the comforts we have (like living) -which Really Isn't a Comfort when you live under a Police State

We Continuously Ignore Signs as they Consistently Ignite Mines
So keep walking Blind



R-Vin H. {Ink} ©2010